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 The only words to express what this past week has been? Utter CHAOS.  Period. Not the negative kind, at least — but the kind where your world spins so fast on its own axis that you somehow arrive at the next destination still reeling from what just happened. And yet, somewhere in the background of your mind, there's this quiet realization: the next step is beautiful too. Maybe even more beautiful. And fulfilling in ways you hadn't expected. So yeahh, that was this week's rant. Thank you for listening — I love you all for that. I really needed it. This whole week, something's been lingering in the back of my mind: the changing nature of friendships as we step into adulthood. Until I was 18, there was this constant need — like my life depended on it — to make friendships work. To make them stay. To nurture them, even when they were struggling to breathe. But as I grow up, meet new people, create new bonds, learn to let some go, define boundaries, and understand myself be...

Welcome to my little haven of the web, Heyy,  So if you happen to stumble here, thank you and welcome. This blog is more or less, just me yapping stuff, coz journalling and frying my bestie's brain is apparently not enough, so, here we are ! But more than that, this feels like a place where I can pause, breath and reflect. Some place, where I will share the tiny moments that make me smile, or make my eyes water on perfectly fine day- or where I just rant to keep myself sane.  I'm a student, a dreamer, a thinker and just me. I have found my paradise in nature, books, travel, spirituality, and yes, mechanical engineering (really!). I also, like to be quiet and am drained of social battery, ALL the time, just give me my books and headphones and leave me be, but also share a knowing smile with me, and hear me laugh across the room.  You might also catch me talking about a kitten, a doggo that made me smile so much that my cheeks hurt, or a time where I felt wronged, just beca...